I’ve cried in sadness, I’ve collapsed, I’ve laughed, I’ve cried in happiness, I’ve been disgraced, I’ve been disappointed, I’ve been discouraged (a lot), I’ve been motivated, I’ve been lazy, I’ve been proud, I’ve felt pain, I’ve been ecstatic and most of all I have been technically obese.
I don’t have a little box sat in my bedroom with motivation inside it. If you want something bad enough you will strive to get there no matter what. I’ve hit out and I’ve fallen down but guess what? I got the fuck back up. Cause I’m never going to let anything defeat me, especially myself.
Don’t you fucking dare sit there and think that I’m better than you are and that you can’t do anything on your own. It’s complete bullshit. This time last year I sat on here and I wanted to do anything to be thinner tomorrow, I never thought I could be one of those before and after/during girls and taking that first photo made me feel sick. But one thing I knew was that I was taking it so I could get my second photo. And here I am… No where near where I want to be yet, but it’s not magic, none of this was magic. Through health, learning and finding out that it was god damn science and not a miracle that helped you lose weight; I am right here. You’re gonna have horrible days but what defines who we are is how we recover from those days and come back stronger. Nobody can do it but you. So you know what comes next… Just do it.
seriously, NO WORDS . I want to copy this and put it up on my wall… you’re adflksjf amazing Rae! way to go, you badass ! <3